Im crushed. so crushed.
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UNFORGETABLE MEMORIES.
; 02/23/2003 - 03/02/2003
03/02/2003 - 03/09/2003
03/09/2003 - 03/16/2003
03/16/2003 - 03/23/2003
03/30/2003 - 04/06/2003
04/13/2003 - 04/20/2003
04/20/2003 - 04/27/2003
04/27/2003 - 05/04/2003
05/04/2003 - 05/11/2003
05/11/2003 - 05/18/2003
05/18/2003 - 05/25/2003
05/25/2003 - 06/01/2003
06/01/2003 - 06/08/2003
06/08/2003 - 06/15/2003
06/15/2003 - 06/22/2003
06/22/2003 - 06/29/2003
06/29/2003 - 07/06/2003
03/06/2005 - 03/13/2005
03/13/2005 - 03/20/2005
05/01/2005 - 05/08/2005
12/25/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 01/08/2006
01/08/2006 - 01/15/2006
01/15/2006 - 01/22/2006
01/29/2006 - 02/05/2006
02/12/2006 - 02/19/2006
02/19/2006 - 02/26/2006
02/26/2006 - 03/05/2006
03/05/2006 - 03/12/2006
03/12/2006 - 03/19/2006
03/19/2006 - 03/26/2006
03/26/2006 - 04/02/2006
04/02/2006 - 04/09/2006
04/09/2006 - 04/16/2006
04/16/2006 - 04/23/2006
04/23/2006 - 04/30/2006
04/30/2006 - 05/07/2006
05/07/2006 - 05/14/2006
05/14/2006 - 05/21/2006
05/21/2006 - 05/28/2006
05/28/2006 - 06/04/2006
06/04/2006 - 06/11/2006
06/11/2006 - 06/18/2006
06/18/2006 - 06/25/2006
06/25/2006 - 07/02/2006
07/02/2006 - 07/09/2006
07/09/2006 - 07/16/2006
07/16/2006 - 07/23/2006
07/23/2006 - 07/30/2006
07/30/2006 - 08/06/2006
08/06/2006 - 08/13/2006
08/13/2006 - 08/20/2006
08/20/2006 - 08/27/2006
09/03/2006 - 09/10/2006
09/10/2006 - 09/17/2006
09/17/2006 - 09/24/2006
09/24/2006 - 10/01/2006
10/08/2006 - 10/15/2006
10/22/2006 - 10/29/2006
11/05/2006 - 11/12/2006
11/12/2006 - 11/19/2006
11/26/2006 - 12/03/2006
12/10/2006 - 12/17/2006
12/17/2006 - 12/24/2006
12/24/2006 - 12/31/2006
12/31/2006 - 01/07/2007
01/07/2007 - 01/14/2007
01/14/2007 - 01/21/2007
01/28/2007 - 02/04/2007
02/04/2007 - 02/11/2007
02/11/2007 - 02/18/2007
02/25/2007 - 03/04/2007
03/04/2007 - 03/11/2007
04/15/2007 - 04/22/2007
04/29/2007 - 05/06/2007
05/06/2007 - 05/13/2007
05/13/2007 - 05/20/2007
05/20/2007 - 05/27/2007
05/27/2007 - 06/03/2007
06/03/2007 - 06/10/2007
06/10/2007 - 06/17/2007
06/17/2007 - 06/24/2007
06/24/2007 - 07/01/2007
07/01/2007 - 07/08/2007
07/08/2007 - 07/15/2007
07/15/2007 - 07/22/2007
07/22/2007 - 07/29/2007
07/29/2007 - 08/05/2007
08/05/2007 - 08/12/2007
08/12/2007 - 08/19/2007
09/16/2007 - 09/23/2007
12/02/2007 - 12/09/2007
01/06/2008 - 01/13/2008
02/24/2008 - 03/02/2008
03/02/2008 - 03/09/2008
03/09/2008 - 03/16/2008
03/16/2008 - 03/23/2008
10/12/2008 - 10/19/2008
10/19/2008 - 10/26/2008
11/02/2008 - 11/09/2008

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SHE

Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness


MOOD of da DAY:





CARES.





HATES.





MOOD.
get from unkymoods

Done with my picky-packy duty. *phew...Didn't pack away my RFA notes..cos...sigh...scared that i'll fail that particular module, leaving it on my table....sharks....i really hate that gut feel. *Dizzy...weak and tired...having slight fever since this morning. And still no one has come to visit or call me.

Sometimes i really feel that i'm all alone. Lacking the feel of wholeness. It gets on the nerves like the whole world's against you. IT SUX! Win left an icq msg for moi. Nothing more and nothing less. Short and simple. At times, i just feel so tired and disappointed at the outcome of how our relationship has turned out over these years. Busy people. We are all busy. Our timetables are differerent. He ought to be typically busier than i am. And my schedules aren't fixed. "Learn to live with it"..."Accept the faults and flaws"...all the relationship therapy words of wisdom. In fact we are, non-perfect human beings, seeking perfectionism.

Win hasn't changed abit since the very first day we met. He isn't unkept, yet not that tidy. Quite insensitive, yet so sweet. I've learnt to look at him in different angles with a price of pain and laughters. He represents the extremes of both the worst and the best.

Right now this moment here, i'm irritated. Frustrated, he doesn't seem to care that i'm sick and all. He doesn't drop by, he doesn't call...don't even talk about smsing me. It's driving me nuts. How i envy other's when their boyfriends are just like nursemaids and they can be so dependent on their guys. Independence. With much soul-searching, i realised that he has the flaws to my faults. Sigh...meantime, it doesn't change my mind about being disappointed that he hasn't show any signs of concern about me. -Hmmpf-

Lúthien Ancalime ;
5/13/2003 04:48:00 PM Comment

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