Life of An Angel

Wednesday, April 05, 2006

I should be sleeping.
Heh.
But i'm not.
'Cos i remembered what Long said today.
"You should blog when you're happy too!"
Okay here goes.
HAhaaa...not that i'm totally elated or something.
Just wanna bring over the rainbows after a long shower of raindrops.
Hadn't work Adidas for ages.
In fact, i was dreading it this morning.
Who loves work.
I dare to different.
I wanna wake up early in the morning feeling i'm all ready to go.
And i want to love what i do.
It'll be passion...not plain old work.
I've fallen in love with my job.
Coaching.
Nobody's as crazy to travel from west to east just to do an hour of coaching.
I love it.
If i have the time and enough commitment, i'll do it all day long.
First Toa Payoh Pri starts this Thursday.
I'm all game!
Truely, my life has never been so filled for a long time.
Mugging in the mornings, coaching in the afternoons.
1/7th of my week goes to Adidas.
2/7th of my week goes to rugby trainings.
School in the evenings.
Running routines on alternate days.
Tennis twice a week.
What's left for ger baby?
My spare time.
Ultimately, i devote the rest of my time to you baby.
These days, it's been good.
You & i, both.
I still whince at the thought of you saying i'm not the one.
Though, you've been striving hard to make up for all the lost time.
I still feel like a sore loser when i see pics of you and her.
Only to be screaming "Hey, hands off bitch, that's my boyfriend!" this time with pride.
Still wondering why doesn't she ever rip off photos of you from her site.
It doesn't really matter does it? It's mutual.
Just like how it is between Win and me.
Win has been part of my life.
He's never gone.
well, in fact, we are having a tennis friendly game together tomorrow.
I'm proud of how things have turn out to be.
We have all stood on our feets and fought for ourselves.
And, we've scaled greated heights.
Win's back in rugby. So am i.
For i used to skip weekend trainings for him.
And now, i wouldn't trade it for anything else.
it's a sense of self-awareness, a discovery of many more good things to come when you set your priorities right.
But still, i'm not comfortable when Win meets Ger.
I won't be found dead silly doing stupid things like before.
Spare the fellas the agony and save myself from hot soup.
I should really catch some sleep now.
Miss cheesecake sessions with you peeps.
I miss ya...
HAhaha...

Lúthien Ancalime ;
4/05/2006 02:39:00 AM Comment