Life of An Angel

Friday, May 11, 2007

When you're sick, all you need is just that someone to be there.
Singlehood ain't that bad after all, actually.
There are times, you just get thrown off guard with things that are happening around you and lose yourself in it.
That's what i hate about being single.
Having to be complaining life's unfair all the time, i think i never took life seriously.
I look within my own soul and what i have, it just makes me feel that i've wasted so much time.
And then, i stop. I'm disgusted with them all.
School wouldn't be that bad if i hadn't such a lazy ass.
Work could have been better if i had gave myself a chance to the opportunities out there.
Home would be a better place, if i've succeeded all the above and be awarded with more personal space.
I almost got thrown out of the house for coming home at dawn break yesterday.
I wish i could leave. Leave the country, leave home.
And so, i'm half way there to settling my mind on being an air stewardess and make my own living while i travel.
With the knowledge of what comes with the package, hardships and stress.
Which job doesn't? With that amount of work pressure and be awarded with genuine experiences, i'm willing to sacrifice.
Precisely, that's how bad i wanna leave.

Lúthien Ancalime ;
5/11/2007 04:19:00 PM Comment

I'm sick.
The last time i was ill, that someone came over and gave me a blue rose.
I should be moving on by now.
I am. I know i am.
But that little part of me still yearns for him.
Constantly.
And seriously, the last time i need is to get involved with another 19 years old again.
I'm sorry if i've ever hurt you in anyway, but it's just so bad timing.
Whatever you've done, it's greatly appreciated.
Hate being sick, can't exercise, can't run, can't tennis.
Probably seize the chance to finish up all my long overdued assignments.
Oh, i met up with an old aquintance turned a better friend.
That's one nice thing on a goody list. =)

Lúthien Ancalime ;
5/11/2007 12:32:00 PM Comment