SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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I'm so much better now.
Emptying all the phlegm from my lungs.
Can't wait till i get to play tennis tmr with brian.
Been ages ever since...*ahem*..right..let's not get into that.
Life's such a bore when i'm unhappy.
Life's such a bitch when i'm upset.
Blasting music in the room, feeling the atmosphere enclosing around you.
I wish i had better things to do.
And, i've not even started my project assignment yet!
SAVE ME!!!!!
Might as well post pictures that mean something! 
Birthday treat from Cousin @ Coffee Club..love her to bits!!!
Pictures from Gerald's cam. Birthday cake from awlfully Chocolate....
4/22/2006 03:25:00 PM
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If it's suppose to be, it'll actually marked our 3rd mth Anniversary.
We met up eventually anyway.
He bought porridge, and we ate at my place with the TV on.
When the living room's all clear at our expense,
i switched the TV off and made us talked.
I asked for a break up.
Not that i've got much of a choice, it's something that i'll never wish to do even if it's the last resort.
I loved you so much, and to be betrayed like this, i had to let go.
It's hard, really.
I never did what i was suppose to do, according to Xia.
I couldn't bring myself to ignore someone who i've been yearning for.
Doing things deliberately serve of no purpose.
Be it guilt or pity you may have, i don't want it.
You were what i wanted, but i don't need it anymore.
So much of confusion it turned out to be,
i ended up not knowing what i want, that is only to realise that you're such a loser.
It's painful to find out how disappointing and a jerk someone is,
when you've just finished painting a beautiful picture out of it.
No. I wouldn't wanna see you again if we broke up.
No. I wouldn't go movies with you if we broke up.
No. What the hell are you thinking about!
I'm NOT a stand-in, NOT a substitute, NOT a lover...
and DEFINITELY NOT a replacement in your EX-girlfriend's place!
So now...FUCK OFF!
4/22/2006 10:16:00 AM
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006
I know it may just because i've fallen sick.
I know it may just because he's ill.
Secretly, i wish he's around looking after me.
"Baby". He responded.
Perhaps, i didn't hear it right.
"Baby...." Again, he responded.
Okay..this time it's for real.
Goodnight kisses from you, could've been the most wonderful gift right this moment.
It's stupid isn't it?
The things that he does determines my kind of day.
I hadn't let go. I'm still hanging in there.
No matter how many zillion times i've tried trying to cut the ties,
i never do it. I can't.
'Cos....i still love you.
Therefore i am, the silliest most foolish being on earth.
4/19/2006 11:29:00 PM
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Monday, April 17, 2006
feeling calm and at peace with myself.
Realising how weak and fragile deep down inside.
Down with a bad dry cough, raspy throat and upcoming fever.
Today i had my physiology test.
50 MCQs. Thank goodness. I studied.
Just crossing my fingers that i'll pass, at least.
I can afterall...live without you.
Why can't you just let me go once and for all.
Can't you see it?
The pain, agony and misery you've caused?
A damn bastard. Yes. You are.
How many zillion times i've seized myself up, appearing stronger than i am.
All seems cold and numb to me.
If you were to come back, won't it be too late?
Once i've harboured the thought of the happiness you bestowed me.
It's not gonna happen.
Have i ever mentioned this someone from school?
=)
Someone has been listening to me.
Someone has been really sweet to me.
And, someone is making me feel different.
That someone...
I'm grateful...
4/17/2006 11:50:00 PM
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Sunday, April 16, 2006
something to do,
something to love,
and, something to hope for.
4/16/2006 12:59:00 AM
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