SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
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CARES.
HATES.
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Exasperating.
It wasn't all about pride, was it?
Perhaps it's high time to do some soul searching.
Drank quite abit, but surprisingly i held it well.
No puking, no ..nothing...
Cal has been such a sweetheart, seeing tears brimming from my eyes, gave me a hug telling me everything's gonna be okay and i should stop drinking.
I stopped drinking and i just stood rooted at my spot.
Couldn't be bothered with all the action around me.
Ian was high, so i couldn't talk to him.
Cal was high, but he's trying so hard to stay sober to comfort me.
Right, it was a cue that i should be getting home than ruining their party.
And i needed to go home. I wanted to.
I bumped into my babe, Yvonne, as i left the club.
LJ gave me a lift home, thank you.
Met up with Clay.
I just miss him so much.
If only i was alittle more rational, perhaps, i wouldn't be tiring myself with all the unnecessary stress.
It's stupid, and i think too much, talk too much crap.
And now, i don't even know what i'm lamenting about.
My tummy kinda hurts. Too much alcohol in the system.
Lastly, i didn't make it to church today.
I'm so sinned.
2/03/2007 02:56:00 PM
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Friday, February 02, 2007
Had my first coaching session with Yusof Ishak Secondary.
Awesome.
Though it was kinda tough trying to make myself heard above those mischiefs and screechings from the kids.
Not exactly kids, but still, secondary one students, they've a long way to growing up. Heh!
Weather's been the sunniest and cheerio these days.
I wouldn't wanna miss the warmth of it all.
So, i'm planning to slip into my shoes and take a good run outdoors today.
Suddenly, i miss touch rugby.
I yearn to play again, wanting an adrenaline rush pumping through my veins, feel my heart pounding hard and strong.
And of course, those muscle aches, throbbing after a good training.
Miss playing out on the field with the familiar ones.
No way am i gonna hang up my boots, not yet.
Not in this life time.
I would never give up sports for anything. Never.
The only thing's that i have to do something about my uneven tan soon.
Vainpot me. Really.
Bless the sunshine, i shall go tanning one of these days.
Right now, this moment, i'm totally obsessed with this song:
Funeral for a friend - History
My neck and left shoulder's aching still.
BAh!
2/02/2007 02:22:00 PM
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Shortest so far in two years.
Ha!
I don't quite fancy having the stylist thinning my hair,
but the colour is good. =)
Leading quite a mundane life.
Daddy's still in the hospital.
He looked pretty well and good today, and i hope he's on a way to a speed recovery, for his condition has be fluctuating.
Sigh. Daddy looks so thin, haggard and toxicated.
The signs of hallucination seemed to be gone.
He complained of the boredom. I promised to deliver newspaper so he can read whenever he feels like it.
Adapting pretty well to my new lifestyle,
feeling overwhelmed sometimes even at the slightest complication.
Friends have been supportive and it's really comforting.
Big beary hugs to all who stood by me.
Got a few coaching assignments and back at work at Adidas.
Quite in the luck right now. Salvaging every moment of it.
Gotta find a stable full time job when everything's settled.
Win's starting his SIA training. I'm proud he's finally made a decision about his life.
Been a year since we separated, and how our paths have crossed and parted ways.
Such harmony, all the ups and downs we've braved through.
Even as a friend, i would never wanna lose you. And you feel it too.
2/02/2007 12:07:00 AM
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