SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Almost 3am in the morning when i started doing this.
Have been on medication lately, heavily drugged.
Sleeping for more than 10 hours for the past 2 days.
It's been a week since i last blogged.
Things just kept twirling round and round, sending me into depths of confusion and endless heartache.
When will i ever get my well deserved rest and peace?
Wednesday night was horridly traumatising.
Everything just went too far and out of control.
Dressed up for the wrong reasons.
Left the club with much regret and desperation.
A whole lot of mess to clear the next day.
It wasn't right, Sammy. I'm so sorry. I hope you'll understand me.
It almost broke my heart hearing Win cried when i broke the news.
Maybe i've embarked on a journey blindly not knowing what the future holds, but i know i want to do this.
I have to, i need to.
Even if it ends up like another sad story, i won't be grieving in regrets.
Just pray for me okay?
I still love you dude, like a friend, like a brother, even if the world turns their back on you, i still do.
Just alittle more time and patience....
I miss my sunshine days.
Lúthien Ancalime ;
9/27/2006 02:59:00 AM
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