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Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
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Friday, January 11, 2008
I'm wondering if it's worth all the time worrying and fretting over.
Too many things have been going on at the same time.
Specifically work and studies and relationships.
Work...work ...work....study..study...study...love...love....love...
heh...goodness..who could've imagine my life to be this hectic.
Dead tired. And i'm ranting it all here of all places.
Really exhausted. Eyelids are heavy.
Working in a primary school sucks all your energy.
And what's left with the reserved, goes to studies.
In the midst, you start feeding yourself abit of relationship issues here and there.
I don't know, can be woes or joy. Either or both.
Initially, i thought i was battling against life with what i have and my wants.
Now, i think i'm at war with myself.
Pushing it alot harder in succeeding.
Wanting to be someone i'm proud of and to be able to share the joy and love with loved ones.
Financial issues been at the tip of my head ever since.
Studies coming to an end, which i'm dying to graduate by this year.
Relationship wise, doubting whatever i'm thinking's worth it or not.
Not that it's much of a gigantic issue, but just boils down to the fact that how i am able to deal and cope with it.
Patrick's gonna leave the country and get based in China.
Ain't worry about the distance as much as he straying.
Not in denial, just approaching the issue realistically.
Well, we never know for sure, thus i've decided to tackle the ones on hand first. WORK & STUDY.
Lúthien Ancalime ;
1/11/2008 06:17:00 PM
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