SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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Lúthien Ancalime ;
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Hugs and kisses!
LANA CAKE, chocolate cake!
Wouldn't have taken all these without Ky's digi cam.
Thanks dude for answering to my S.O.S.
Hahaa...that's what neighbours are for.
*grins
1 June 2006.
A complication of both happiness and sadness.
Still in the denial of believing she's gone.
My heart just sinks each time i think about it.
Just when i got to know you better, you had to leave.
And i know, you were never gone.
Your inspiration and spirit lives in our hearts forever.
Watching us from above, may you rest in peace.
We miss you, and always do.
There i go again.
Why am i so stubborn?
Doing all the things which i never had when he was around.
At least i made it possible for some others.
Brings back memories.
I wish i hadn't tried too hard pushing you away.
'Cos it was you who i wanted more than anything else in the whole wide world.
Silly ain't i?
6/01/2006 11:47:00 PM
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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
They are priceless.
But are they entirely powerless?
When i think about your goodness, i wish we could start all over again.
When the bad ones set in, i wish we had never start.
I studied today.
Everything's changed. No longer a nerd, i feel like a rebel kid.
Temptations. Distractions.
Took me doubly effort to stay focus revising for first paper this Saturday.
Win asked me to pray.
Dear God, please help me.
Take my pain, fears and hurt away.
Please help me calm down.
I know i'm going through a rough time.
Squeezing my eyes shut, i grasped my hands and prayed earnestly.
Hanging out, partying, drinking is only a temporary form of distraction.
When i sit alone, facing the walls, i realised the pain's still there.
Time will heal wounds won't it?
Apparently,only a month has passed.
Prehaps more time. Just .....more time....
Just let it go....let it go...i'll make it through...and i'll do well...
What did i do today?
Oh! Tennis with Win in the morning.
My strokes are improving.
Win accompanied me to office to collect my new pair of shoes.
That's good 'cos my current pair's still in the wash from all the mud on Sunday's Blacks Fun Touch carnival.
There's this particular guy from ITE looks pretty cute.
TOo bad, i was refereeing couldn't entertain when he tried to strike a conversation. I look too gullible, or so i've been told.
Sigh...*shrugs*
I'm getting alot of Sun these days.
Tanned and glowing. Not forgetting my signature tanlines, it's by gradient!
I've been coaxed to accompany my stupid gal friend to accompanying her in signing up for Newpaper Newface.
Oh brother! One full face. Once full length.
Thanks huh! Met the age limit. 23 years.
23 years old. What have i been doing for the past 23 years?
7 years to go till i see 30.
Oh goodness...i'm speechless.
Emery asked me out to IT Fair this Sunday and dinner.
Shall meet my old time friend then.
AND YOU!
Ingkiriwang!
What on earth should i actually say?
Left without a word.
Freaking hell! So freaking disappointed!
Have you any idea that i'm worried?
I thought i knew you. Not anymore.
Taking me for granted. It hurts just the same.
Am i a fool? Am i?
What the fark am i doing???!!!
5/31/2006 01:14:00 AM
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Monday, May 29, 2006
*cries......
I thought i know.
I feel so wronged.
If i could end the misery this instance without affecting anyone,
i'll end everything, my life, my love, my stupidity and my mistakes.
Half a year has flown passed.
I'm left with the remaining 6 months of year 2006.
How am i gonna live on without you.
Dying inside........
5/29/2006 11:17:00 PM
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Sunday, May 28, 2006
What will you be thinking? Dreaming? Reflecting?
Can't fall asleep these days.
Not doing really good, though on the surface it seems okay.
Accomplishing very little each day.
Tennis. tennis. tennis.
For the past few mornings, it's been tennis all the way.
Blacks touch carnival tomorrow.
Waking up at 7.45am.
I doubt i'll be punctual.
It's gonna be a long Sunday. Sigh.
Went swimming at 9pm today with cousins.
How's it that i feel so incomplete when it seems as though i've alot in my hands.
Lacking something? Am i?
*Wry smile*
CHEN SHIQI. What the hell are you thinking about?
You're totally ridiculous and hopeless.
I've been a fool long enough.
Silly enough.
I'm just praying, someone please come and save me.
Waking up approximately at 5am everyday ain't funny.
Engulfed. Overwhelmed.
That sort of feeling just snaps you out of your slumber.
And start feeling i can't breathe, can't live.
Scary?
Life. Give me a break.
5/28/2006 02:26:00 AM
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