SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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I drifted in and out of my slumber!
How irritating!
With eyes closed, i was commanding myself to SLEEP...buzzzzzzzz
Snap out of my sleep at 7.55am...my mum again!
Freaking, she just all so love to shout and do her scoldings either early in the morning or just late in night!
Is she human?
She was flustering around with anger at my brother, if i hadn't heard wrongly.
How so irritating!!!
It's Fathers' Day tomorrow.
Doesn't feel as much as it's Mothers' Day.
Oh that's all due to my mum being such a fuzzy wuzzy when nobody cares about her special occasions.
My dad keeps all mums and solemn.
He cares alot but he doesn't talk much.
My great papa!
Gonna get a cake for him tomorrow and help out at the stall if possible.
This will make him happy 'cos he gets to go home and rest or catch a nappy.
Hmmm....*stretches...
My legs and knees are feelin' so wobbly...
Shake 'em too much last night.
LOL
Feelin' so damn sleepy.
Sigh..
FOC pals seeking help for the coming convention night.
Oh manz...just my luck...falls on the same day as my stay overs at Win's place.
That poor baby, was upset about it...hahaha
Sigh...sometimes when i'm so darn free, there isn't any errands to run.
And when i'm up with stuff, duties and jobs just keeps coming your way.
How fascinating =)
Owww....tummy rumbling...
Nature's calling.
Time for a pootie!
6/14/2003 03:17:00 PM
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I reached home like 3.15am.
Went clubbing at Embassy.
Now i know what kinda place it is.
Hear me scream....
ZOUK's still the BEST place on earth!
Zouk rocks.
Embassy wasn't that bad..just that..i'll prefer Zouk.
Cos the atmosphere's frenzy and high.
Nothing beats clubbing at Zouk.
In fact, lotsa clubbers are in their mid 20s till 30s.
There was this old man, OLD MAN....
LOL....he was doing his little jerky dance at a corner!
I danced a hell lot till the end of the whole party!
Four wholesome hours!
I'm a boogie baby.
Met alot of familiar people. GaLs and Dudes.
Moi head's pounding and swirling.
Splendid night. Happy bitchin' around and shaking those bons bons!
No one messes with me!
Oh manz, there was this huge guy dresses in black carrying a waist pouch,
he was sneaking around touching butts.
Ewwwwwww.....freaky fella!!!
My gang of gals shuffled ourselves from one corner to the other each time we see him drawing nearer.
DISGUSTED!
I was all so prepared to whack him with my heels.
The night's high,
The sky's bright.
The air's sweet,
And it's time to sleep.
Am having dinner with Win baby tomorrow too!
Did ya miss me baby?
Bed beckons
Goody nitey!!!
6/14/2003 04:05:00 AM
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Friday, June 13, 2003
Hehe...durians!!!!
Can ya smell it?!
LOL
I just ate durians!!!
Found them in the fridge!
*smacking lips...
Pure fine taste of luxury!
Love durians!!!
Durians are Win's favourite.
He can have them day and night.
Tuning into Jewel - Intuition
Spent my entire day at Win's place. Simply love his house.
It's so cozy and warm.
Was supposed to play tennis today.
He couldn't get me away from the television.
Neither could i get his butt off from the computer.
In the end....he was just plain too tired to exercise.
Yawnz...
I didn't bother my mum today.
Not for what she had done to me yesterday.
Huh!
Tonight...i shall sleep much much earlier!
Had enough of late nights, it's decreasing my memory power.
On top of that, i feel sluggish and laggard.
Can't seem to stop yawning.
Am doing a count down to Monday when i'll be camping over at Win's place!
YippPPpeee!!!
Tsk...tsk....BUT...my job's to watch over Win, making sure that he doesn't slack a tiny tweenn bit. Gotta make him study.
Kempaitei Darling!!!
-muacks-
Meanwhile, i'll have to set time aside for running tomorrow.
Had'nt been exercising since Monday.
Feeling bloated and puffy.
All the snacks and good food.
Hiaks...
Nitez....
6/13/2003 01:21:00 AM
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Thursday, June 12, 2003
My rooms smells like cocoa powder!
*ahem...yea...that's for sneaking bowls of milo powder filled to the brim to my room.
Fwahaha...i'm so evil~...hehe..
That's what i do when the fridge runs out of chocolate!
I'm proud to be declared as a chocoholic!
Mum caught me red handed...telling that she thought that our maid has been gulpin down milo powder. What a joke =p
Mum threw her temper at me.
Again!
She screamed at me calling me a "rotten rice worm" or what ever blah blah blah....
Just 'cos the bag of rubbish in the bin wasn't cleared.
What the heck!
Why does she have to pin point at me?
My bro was the last to wash up his dishes, couldn't he just throw the thrash away after that?
Why does it have to be me whenever things go wrong?
It's so unfair.
It isn't the first time.
So freaking sick of it!
Speaking of being sexist and showing favourtisim.
She could just get so thick and start ranting at me about being a gal and not doing household chores!
That's so unreasonable!
What's with being a gal?
Gals aren't just about giving birth to babies and doing household chores!
Talking about women rights.
My mum......a woman herself.
She just so freaking suck so much when she starts throwing her weights around!
I would all so end up in tears each time we quarrel.
Can't she just get off my back?
Got so fed up with her continuous shoutings.
Called Win up and asked if i could stay over as soon as possible.
Got calmed down and we started talking about our life.
I'm loosing it.
I. ME. Myself.
I've never believe in anyone more than myself.
Trust no one but myself.
And i'm loosing it.
When i start to think about my life and i pray...
I feel so succumbed into breaking down into tears.
Win said that i'm gonna be a christian.
Is that it Ole Mighty One up there?
Is that it?
Till now i can recall like a year ago,
This old lady who sat beside me on the bus, she shoved a leaflet of proverbs and words of wisdom about Jesus.
She told me she had seen miracles and had experienced them.
Jesus loves you. She said.
Is that why i'm loosing it?
Is the Mighty One beckoning me?
Win says that i ought to go church with him.
I will. One day. I definitely will.
6/12/2003 01:49:00 AM
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Wednesday, June 11, 2003
Waiting for his instructor to arrive .
Lotsa luck baby!
=huggiez=
Will be praying for ya here.
Someone gave me a call this early morning.
What a surprise.
Hadn't heard from him for like more than 2 years.
How time flies.
Casually chatted for like 5 mins.
How unpredictable life can be.
Of all people ya'll know, amongst them, someone would just drop by from nowhere.
Interesting.
Hadn't met xia for sometime. She's been real busy.
Her best friend's getting married.
Marriage.
Each time i meet up with the old gang,
Someone....just someone has to be getting married.
Or someone's gonna give birth.
*counting fingers.....idealy, i wish to get married by the age of 26.
And have like 2 kids by the time i'm 35.
6 more years to go. WOah!
It's a darn boring afternoon.
*sighs...sit back and relax...
6/11/2003 03:45:00 PM
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There are so much feelings swirling in me.
Happiness.
Desire.
Regrets.
Disappointment.
Pain.
Sometimes we can just look at the bright side, and dismiss what ever dismay we feel.
Or should i say, trying to overlook and ignore those emotions that keeps bugging you.
Why do we all have to keep in mind of the advices the wise ones have said.
Is it because for the fear of facing the consequences we have to bear?
Or are we just avoiding our problems?
i swear from the very day i was born i've never thought of hurting anyone.
Not me. Not you. Nobody.
What's the meaning of life?
What's there for us to live?
We all depend on each other to live.
We all need each other in every ways.
Define we.
Groping for words as i think about the flashbacks of my memory.
We look hard and stare too long at the closed door to even realised there's an open door.
At times i wish that i can slap myself awake and to believe that what ever's happened was just a dream.
How on earth did i make myself so scarred?
I need a confession.
I've always been fighting my battles alone.
Deluded and oppressive.
I bear a strong sense of responibility in my doings.
Every encounter is cryptic and reneer.
Noble, i'm not. Just yearning to master my very own life entirely.
Emptiness feels me, at least just for today.
Win's taking his driving test tomorrow afternoon.
Take it slow and steady.
You did it once before, you can do it again.
Seriously, it has got nothing to do with the pact we've agreed about clubbing.
I'm just simply giving my full support for someone i really love.
Definitely that's a good reason ya?
Be it downs or ups, i'm always here.
6/11/2003 01:52:00 AM
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Monday, June 09, 2003
Lalala~
It's a good day today.
Not drizzling, alittle humid.
Am going for a run later in the early evening.
Finished up the last bits of my family bar of Calbury chocolate.
*licking lipz....Hmmmmm
Nothing spurs me up on a boring day without my chocolate.
Win surprised me at my doorstep last evening after a slight arguement on the phone.
He's such a honey bunny at times.
Sweet and loving.
Sometimes, i just find relationships like a piece of candy.
Too much of it makes you get too grossed up with the sweetness.
Too little makes life so dull and dry.
Feeling light and airy.
Waiting till it's time to go for a jolly good run.
6/09/2003 04:33:00 PM
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And...finally Blogspot is working...here's yesterday's blog!
Monday, June 8, 2003
It's just full of shit now.
Freaking hot day.
Damn.
Why does my mum puts the blame on me when my bro don't anything right?
What has it blardy gotta do with me?
I didn't teach him the bad stuff!!!
I failed 5 subs out of 7!!! Ungraded!
*Puke....what ashame....that freaking idiot don't deserve a holiday.
He lied to me that he inform mum last night that he's going out this afternoon.
He didn't! He all so didn't tell my mum!!!!!
He's a blardy idiot!
WHy do i have an asshole for a bro?
He can still play....after failing freaking 5 subs outta 7...he's gotta mood to PLAY!
I take my hats off him.
Consciences don't seem to bug him.
I all so wanna get my hands on this throat and strain them dry.
UrGHhh!!!!!!!
All the anger flustering in me.
Run.
I needa a good run to fuse them out of me.
I'm fuming!!!
Oh ya....and Win darling...for ya information,
My life don't revolve around you!!!
I don't freaking need ya to babysit me 24/7
Alright!
Don't think about it!
I'm so sick of your excuses and your lame time management.
If you aren't going to do anything about it.
Read my lipz baby....Piss OFF.
At times, i just wanna give ya my hardest punch.
You deserve it! You are so gud'damn lousy at times
Don't you get it?
Don't you understand?
What i need isn't just having ya physically!!!
Oh and on top of that...Sleeping doesn't help ease your headache all the time.
Cos it gets worst.....and you'll become a retard.
Trust me.
I've finish bitchin'.
Your turn to rant at me.
Love.
I gave ya everything.
I don't yearn for anything in return.
Just faith and hope.
And...Life......
6/09/2003 04:03:00 PM
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Sunday, June 08, 2003
*opens mouth wide for a biGgy yaWnz...
Did something real meaningful today.
Hiaks...hiaks...
I cooked DINNER!
Got up at 12.45pm.
For a moment, i was shocked. It was too late to get down to the wet market for groceries.
Oh boy am i thankful, Grocery stores....they save me time!
Rang King up see if he's free.
Good thing he drove over 'cos we have no idea how many stuff wr bought!
Came out of the store loaded with stuff! LOL
I feel like an old mother hen all of a sudden!
Veggie....bought tons of veggie. Eggs too.
Cup noodles. Some are to go to Win when i stay over at his place.
Pampered myself with a family bar of Calbury's fruits N nuts.
Taste extremely lavishing and creamy.
Milky. I love milky stuff!
Speaking of staying over at Win's place.
How irritating!
*ahem...on my side, the plan's kinda screwed up.
Well, i've been planning to stay over at his place on next Monday.
He isn't free. How nice.
I think i overreacted there abit.
I got Win gitty on the nerves abit.
*pout...
He complained about me to ME.
How sweet.
Tempermental. Attitude. Character.
Bah~
DarLing...TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT! HAHAHA...
I'm Evil!
Okokok..don't frown and stare when ya read this.
I'm a pretty one hard nut to crack!
Boy don't you just Love me baby?
Fwahaha...
I simply love ya so really much darling.
SOrry for being so crude alright!
-Muacks-
*sniffs...
After chopping the garlic for cooking...
my fingers smells like one! Hmmm....
6/08/2003 03:35:00 AM
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