SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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Lúthien Ancalime ;
Had so much going on that time just flies.
Tennis on last Friday morning with Win.
Went Queensway to shop for tennis balls.
Chance upon a Puma top.
Bought it on the spot.
Wore it for Phuture on the very night.
Happening!
Eyes on us, Xia and I.
Lost in a world of my very own.
THough it was kinda screwed up at the end.
I really hate it. The next time i'm gonna punch somebody's face.
Faggot.
Played tennis on the following Saturday religiously.
Right after, just packed and rushed right down to Costa Sand for boot camp.
Rugby. I love rugby. Really do.
Not for the people, but for the game.
And i think i really did well in camp.
The sense of inferiority is unbearable.
But i passed that.
Outcast? Not very so....well..i'm not a popular figure either.
Was awarded "The Most Gu Niang" award.
Darn. You can imagine the kinda gals in my rugby club.
Got kicked at the lower jaw accidentally.
Hurts so much that i couldn't chew my packed lunch.
I still can't yawn with mouth wide open.
Very injury prone. VERY!
Hoping Ry can fetch me home. But it didn't happen.
Sometimes wondering if i'm being too much.
Asking to be ferry home at the oddest hours.
Precisely isn't it? If i could get home by myself, i would't need anyone.
I was homesick, aching all over like i've never exercised for decades.
Can't stand myself, being such a princess.
Independence. I must tell myself to be independent!
Yesterday.
I woke up dutifully at 9.30am.
To rush an assignment which is due in the evening!
My good gracious me!
I've never been so fast in finishing up!
Once done, sent it to Ry for printing.
How sweet, he delivered it to my place in the afternoon.
Everything's sweet and nice when it first starts.
It scares me to how far i've travelled when i took the first step.
I don't know if it's right, neither do i feel i've done wrong.
I'm scared. I am. Seriously, i've no idea what lies ahead.
Dri said don't find love, let love find you.
Okay.
Screw it. I'm done with it already anyway.
Telling myself that i can do just about anything i want when i still can.
If it's meant to be, i guess it'll come one day.
Today.
Working at Suntec.
Jo came by to pay me a visit.
Honestly, i don't feel anything up against him anymore.
Neither do i feel as uncomfortable.
Seeing him just as a friend is whole lot easier than someone who likes me.
It's entirely different. I won't feel awkward, disgusted and awkward.
And i know i'm doing very well at it.
Several times, i stifled on sudden tears and emotions.
I need a shoulder to cry on.
Quite badly.
I'm trying to let it go.
And i'll try even harder.........
5/24/2006 01:22:00 AM
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