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Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
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CARES.
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Taunting at myself....it's kinda stupid to start now, when it's like the midst of year 2006?
So...i wrote "Resolution begins August 2006".
The 5 No-s:
No Supper
No Alcohol
No Snacking
No Late Nights
No Relationships
The 5 Must-s:
Must Exercise; Fitness
Must Study
Must Work
Must be Disciplined
Must be Determined
My Pledge:
I, must overcome my fears and lead a better life.
I, must not give up faith and hope.
I, must protect myself, intergity and pride.
Now, i have a new life awaiting.
It's time.
8/16/2006 12:18:00 AM
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Monday, August 14, 2006
I didn't attend school.
Didn't go to work.
Neither did i go training.
I just stayed home for most of the days.
Coming out occasionally on certain nights for light supper and some air.
I've watched Click by Adam Sandler.
Plot's predictable, but the ending captivated my heart.
Tears swelling in my eyes, i felt sorry.
I hadn't been the nicest towards my aging parents these days.
I love you mum and dad, it's just some knotty issues that i just can't get over and i feel i need some time by myself.
Regretted the way i behaved, for i've never thought of upseting and worrying anyone.
Thank you...thank you to all who've made me realised that i do deserve and am worth all the goodness in this whole wide world.
For i know, i'm willing to give up the entire world just for him.
And even if the odds are against me, things don't happen, it's okay.
I've never had any expectations.
National Day Parade was splendid.
It was incredible watching the fireworks.
I wish you were here to watch it too.
I received a surprise call from Siney.
My thai babe's back here in town visiting.
Made my way down to Phuture on Friday to meet her.
Met my classmate, Sam, again.
This time i got his name right. Haha
Kit stared at me with awe when i stumbled my way to the toilet.
For goodness sake, Sam's camp mates were trailing right behind.
Is this some kinda princess treatment? I got ushered to the ladies by so many!
I found Siney puking her life out.
My poor girl, i felt horrible, i shouldn't have left her alone.
In awhile, i too call it a day, and decided to head home.
Saturday, i turned up as promised at New Asia Bar.
On the 70th storey, the view was breadth-taking!
Kit's friend was a member, so we were treated like VIPs.
Awesome and grand.
To my dismay, things started to get alittle way too much.
Siney got upset with her beau.
We shared the same sentiments, we totally dislike her who practically dirty danced with every single guy.
Siney and i huddled at a corner having some girlish private moments.
We had a heart to heart talk.
Ended up crying in each other's arms.
How man has broken our hearts...she and i...we're so alike.
I did the bravest thing.
I tried my luck, sitting by the window, i dailed Huson's number.
I doubled over when he picked up the phone.
A wave of relief and faith just gushed through me.
How i miss you so badly.
Chatted for a good 11 mins. I think my handphone bill's gonna soar this month. Uh oh!
The rest of the night, i was in bliss.
Even if it's just my own wishful thinkings, you'll always be the one i cherish.
Samuel was my date for the night.
I think, i did the right thing.
stick to my date and not behave like her.
We all went Thumper after that.
Had my favourite drink, malibu pineapple.
NICE!
Apparently, my night was alot better.
Woke up at 4.30pm.
Someone surprised me with tau huay for my entire family.
I simply feel that something's heading to the wrong direction.
I think, i've got to clear up the mess and clarrify myself.
Cos, i know where my heart lies.
8/14/2006 04:24:00 PM
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