Life of An Angel

Friday, June 08, 2007

I ripped that one last photo we had from my friendster.
Ain't sure if that's gonna help, but at least this time round i'm trying doubly hard to pick up my pieces and move on.
Probably ain't gonna achieve much success in forgetting and not even talk about forgiving.
Cos you farked up big time, and it don't matter anymore.
I will do myself a big favour and walk on with my chin up and head high...
I believe....what doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

Lúthien Ancalime ;
6/08/2007 02:23:00 AM Comment

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Sigh.
I'm stupid silly girl.
Today i felt affected in the club again.
I think, i just can't dance with any dudes in the club anymore.
It just doesn't work that way for me.
I think...what i really need....is time.
Time to keep my mind off from you.
But i was happy.
Happy in the club cos i bumped into so many old pjc friends.
Chow, eunice, pearlyn...and many more!
I feel so sorry.
He was so sick that he fainted.
To you:
Not that you ain't nice nor sweet.
But you know, that particular someone's just swimming somewhere,
still, in my mind.
Unable to do anything right now. So i'm just gonna have some faith and let time heal my wounds.
Haiz. I so miss you so much.

Lúthien Ancalime ;
6/07/2007 05:46:00 AM Comment

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Now i know exactly how Han's feeling.
Caught with a leg tied to the past, and we're all trying to untie the knot.
Not easy.
Trying so hard.
Exams are finally OVER!
I have got to start completing my lab reports.
Have been enjoying the beginning of my holidays.
Met an unexpected acquintance.
High time that i move on to better pastures.
Or perhaps spending some lone time being single.
I wouldn't be thinking these much then, but i am now.
He has got the vibes. That's what Bianca's been saying.
For the first time, i wanna be a better person for someone else.
He's funny and alittle anxious.
I wonder how would a guy be thinking so much!
I went back searching for some bits and pieces of you that's left behind.
Still stings with pangs of longing...here and there.
Could only reminisce smiles of yours from pictures we've taken.
And i realised, i need more time than i thought.
Much ... much more.
People were wrong. I never know i've fallen hard for you.
Twice the pain and healing twice faster.
And i would happily walk into the embrace of happiness and bliss.

Lúthien Ancalime ;
6/06/2007 03:40:00 AM Comment