SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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Indeed.
I was naive.
And you, tsk...just a plain disappointment.
I guess, you have chosen your way out by showing how much all these meant to you.
Absolutely nothing, that is.
What goes round, comes around.
You forgot about this second thing that i live by religiously.
I hope this is exactly what you want.
And so be it.
Talk about fairness. All the self-related fanciful theories.
Talk about nobility. Save it.
How you've taken me for granted and planted false hopes.
What a let down.
7/07/2007 03:32:00 AM
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Friday, July 06, 2007
Really.
You took out our pictures from friendster.
Heh.
So?
What was on your mind when you put them up in the first place?
What exactly were you thinking?
Coward.
Every single one of you i've met, are down right dirty bastards.
You know me, i don't label.
And to have to stamp my feet on the ground and point at you,
i'm calling you an asshole.
You know better.
Don't give me the the "time" shit.
You people just make it sound vulgar to me.
LIVE AND LET LIVE.
7/06/2007 01:21:00 AM
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Wednesday, July 04, 2007
Dropped him a message in the afternoon.
He didn't reply.
It hurts not knowing where i stand,
not knowing where i belong.
Haven't the least idea what's on his mind.
Just left hanging.
Feeling so let down.
Action speaks louder than words.
By not doing anything at all, is a form of action as well.
So, i should start doing something.
But, what can i do? i don't know..seriously.
May said i shouldn't disappeared.
Well, i know that too.
Just that, i feel so forsaken by loved ones.
You feel like a stranger already.
Why?
7/04/2007 01:23:00 AM
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Sunday, July 01, 2007
Gastric.
Urgh. Suffering.
Feeling light headed.
Gone to the toilet like 4 - 5 times today.
Sigh. Sick.
I couldn't avoid spilling buckets of tears once i got home last night.
Spending the whole day walking in your shadows, sneaking glances at you.
There's nothing i could do to help salvage the awkward situation but to behave oblivious and ignorant.
Perhaps the acting was alittle forceful, but at least i didn't reck up another episode of drama.
Proud of myself. At least i'm using more brains than impulse this time.
I held my tears till i got home.
I miss being in your embrace where i know i'll be shield, safe and away from all the evil out there.
Well, perhaps, the good never out lives the bad.
So sad.
Just when i wanna be good, all the obstacles are in the way.
Seeking refuge at home these days.
I smoked. I drank. Heh.
Today, i pledge a new resolution with a new lifestyle.
Successfully stopped clubbing for a week.
Don't need it.
Plate's full, mind's filled, too occupied.
Battling odds with a sober mind.
Made up my mind, will defer my sch term for this sem to another.
Cos i ain't got enough money to do my overseas attachment.
Sigh. Money of all things, do you good and bad.
Saw him again last night.
Make a good guess where.
Home, where else man. Ha!
What can i say, never date a neighbour?
Hahaa...so full of crap.
Like 4am in the morning, while JJ and I were right outside my place.
He was holding a girl who was swaggering into our block.
He looked up. I wasn't sure cos the alcohol and tears were really affecting my vision.
All blurry. But i confirmed it was him when i see him turning back to stare till we were out of his sight as he turned into his own lift lobby.
I'm glad it doesn't bother me
Cos i know he don't matter to me anymore.
JJ nodded his head with approval.
Then again, we'll meet soon.
Getting 3 bottles of rivache facial cleanser from him.
What a world.
Having to said these much, i'm hoping.
I promised you time, so i doubt we'll meet anytime soon.
Till the day comes.
7/01/2007 09:46:00 PM
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