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Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
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CARES.
HATES.
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That i realised.
Have no idea what's eating me inside out lately.
Things have changed.
And i feel troubled.
Maybe i do love myself more than anything else in the whole wide world.
Then again, maybe i've yet to learn to love myself enough.
Simply because i'm so vunerable, and dependent, needs a whole truck load of attention.
And stupid.
Best friend said i should be thankful that i'm occupied with school and work, if not my life would be chaotic and dead messy.
Best friend also said that i'm used to my single life that i'm not interested in a proper relationship anymore.
Thus explains the stupid dramatic times which JJ and i had to suffer.
So now what.
Think i can't change for the better?
I can. Definitely.
Cos i have come to a point in life when i've summoned enough courage to face the crimes i've commited.
These days, i wished to be alone. Not to be bothered.
Just minding my own business.
Away from the clubbing scenes. Far away.
I know why i've changed, i know what made it.
Nobody can fully understand but me, myself.
So, thank you best friend for making me realise the rubbish i've created.
I love my best girlfriend.
At times like these, it feels rather lonely and listless.
Probably get down to the bookshop and grab a book to read.
Tomorrow, i shall accomplish something useful.
sigh, why wouldn't you come around and look at me.
i've missed you, but you've turned so cold.
How much time do you need?
6/30/2007 01:41:00 AM
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Friday, June 29, 2007
Totally ridiculous.
What's it with you.
What's all these about?
Fark shit.
I feel like beating up somebody right now.
6/29/2007 01:09:00 AM
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
How could my loved ones be so judgemental?
I heard myself sigh aloud in my sleep last night.
Probably i was half asleep.
Makes my heart ache so much for myself.
How in the world could i even have sighed like that.
Ain't it disheartening enough?
Despite what you've said, why's it that i feel that i'm been sent to the hades?
It just ain't fair.
Right this moment, i'm feeling just so low.
Court case tomorrow at 9am.
And i will hit the bed by 12am, so i can wake at 6.30am for gym before i head off to Vj's office and then to court.
Can anyone feel how much i'm going through?
My agony, can you feel it?
Apparently, i don't think so.
6/27/2007 11:37:00 PM
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I'm hurt.
Selfish thoughts. Selfish people.
I don't know why. But i think i just made a fool out of myself.
6/27/2007 12:55:00 AM
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
My friendster hit 509 viewers.
509 times, it's been viewed.
Highest so far. Like WOAH in a month.
Hmmm
Feeling rather uneasy ever since.
Something's amissed.
I feel bugged.
Thought about all that has happened the past few times i've been clubbing.
Now, i'm confused.
Whatever i'm affected with, i have no idea.
Shit.
I have been hearing the same old stuff.
Shrug. What's new.
So, if that's not what's disturbing, what is?
6/26/2007 02:44:00 AM
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