SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
Crying...softly..
Whimpering...softly...
I think....i screwed it up again....
Lúthien Ancalime ;
2/22/2006 12:27:00 AM
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Monday, February 20, 2006
Should i say these?
How would i get it outta my mouth without hurting...
You knew you had to let it go.
Like it or not, you don't have a choice either.
That's what i've decided.
To let go.
I feel that i've been reaching out...
and it's out of reach.
And so i've made up my mind.
I hate to look back.
Sneering at all the mistakes and disgusted with the wrongs.
Where'd You Go....
this song just strikes resemblance about us.
Instinctively, i think of you.
You have been on my mind every single day.
You were never gone.
Your goodness and love.
I thought it was harder for you.
I thought it was painful for you.
I thought...and i was wrong.
Everything's changed.
And so are you.
And i'm seeing a different you.
It's stupid...the way you got wasted...and the girls...
Yesh...i'm upset..i feel that i've been living in a denial for the past 4 years.
I hate to see you this way.
And seriously, i rather have you getting hooked on someone decent...
and be very happy and proud of it.
It's non of my business..really...and i really should stop it.
And i'm wrapping up all these shit for good.
Wrapping it all up, pieces by pieces...
This is then i tell myself...it's over.
Gerald.
Remember...
I asked if you hadn't gotten over her.
You said just a little.
Why? 'Cos all the couple things we've done reminded you of her.
With that, what am i suppose to say...
Blame it on my stupid mouth for that?
Or should i start worrying?
I hate feeling this way when i'm ready to embrace the future.
It sucks really.
Feeling the heartache...
whincing in the dark with that innocent confession of yours.
Just when i've made up my mind, i had to hear it from you.
And i'm going to ask again.
Have you made up your mind?
Lúthien Ancalime ;
2/20/2006 12:08:00 AM
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