SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
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CARES.
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Thursday, May 29, 2003
Fed up.
Arguments. I hate arguments with my mum.
Firstly, can't converse well in mandarin.
Freaking shit.
It just jab hot tears into my eyes.
Matrix. Been thinking about it ever since i last watched the movie.
The fake and real world. Which is the reality?
I think both are. The real creates the fake.
Applying it to our present world.
The internet..virtual...and the real world.
What if internet collapse?
Chaoz.
Dreamt about something that seem to revive me from slumber.
It felt so real.
And it's still fresh in my mind.
It was all about Win....the story goes....
"We are both working in the same place. And suddenly he disappears. One day he came back, as a different person. His life is in such a mess. I wanted to help but each time he tells me not to bother and that he'll be fine. He gets involve in the underworld activities. Got into a bad fight, which may seem like daily business. Tried to contact him but in vain. I freaked out each time i call him , a different man answers. Alast i managed to get through, he sounded so frail. Demanded him to go home, he told me not to bother...i was desperate...he's injured...my heartbroke.....i started to cry...."
If i were to finish that dream, i'll sit outside his doorstep and wait till he comes home. Be it him covered with bruises or blood. I'll wait.
You know sometimes, little things that happens in dreams, it just hurts so much that it jerks you awake?
Blue. I feel drained.
Lúthien Ancalime ;
5/29/2003 02:27:00 PM
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