SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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Saturday, May 17, 2003
It's vexing. Like a volcano erupting. Emotions boiling. Sometimes,i feel like a lucky star. At times, i feel that i'm going through the phase of life. It's rumbling. Running after my missing pieces.
I screamed over the phone at Win. It's bad, shouldn't have done it, lost control. Mum..you are so damn right. Who in this world can handle such a tempermental me. I can't even stand it myself. I'm tired of being what other's want me to be. All the bull shit! I want to let it loose, let it go. I'm pathetic. I've always been fighting it alone. Failure to Success. I bulit them alone.
Yet, when i'm with you, you seem far away. In your arms, i can't feel the touch. It's a blur. It's incomplete. I want to hold you so much in my arms, comfort you in any way i can. I want to be the one who brings sunshine into your darkest days, driving away evil that haunts, washing away your tears of miseries. When i look at the mirror, i see myself bringing so much agony, stress and pain in you.
I'm selfish. You have no idea. It's insanity. Loneliness. I fear the day when i'm the cause of everything. I can see you trying, but i refuse to believe it. Numbness has overwhelm me. Have you ever wish that our paths never crossed? Don't humour me. Don't needa pamper me. Few months seem like eternity. You know that. 'Cos i feel it.
Lúthien Ancalime ;
5/17/2003 09:59:00 PM
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