Im crushed. so crushed.
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UNFORGETABLE MEMORIES.
; 02/23/2003 - 03/02/2003
03/02/2003 - 03/09/2003
03/09/2003 - 03/16/2003
03/16/2003 - 03/23/2003
03/30/2003 - 04/06/2003
04/13/2003 - 04/20/2003
04/20/2003 - 04/27/2003
04/27/2003 - 05/04/2003
05/04/2003 - 05/11/2003
05/11/2003 - 05/18/2003
05/18/2003 - 05/25/2003
05/25/2003 - 06/01/2003
06/01/2003 - 06/08/2003
06/08/2003 - 06/15/2003
06/15/2003 - 06/22/2003
06/22/2003 - 06/29/2003
06/29/2003 - 07/06/2003
03/06/2005 - 03/13/2005
03/13/2005 - 03/20/2005
05/01/2005 - 05/08/2005
12/25/2005 - 01/01/2006
01/01/2006 - 01/08/2006
01/08/2006 - 01/15/2006
01/15/2006 - 01/22/2006
01/29/2006 - 02/05/2006
02/12/2006 - 02/19/2006
02/19/2006 - 02/26/2006
02/26/2006 - 03/05/2006
03/05/2006 - 03/12/2006
03/12/2006 - 03/19/2006
03/19/2006 - 03/26/2006
03/26/2006 - 04/02/2006
04/02/2006 - 04/09/2006
04/09/2006 - 04/16/2006
04/16/2006 - 04/23/2006
04/23/2006 - 04/30/2006
04/30/2006 - 05/07/2006
05/07/2006 - 05/14/2006
05/14/2006 - 05/21/2006
05/21/2006 - 05/28/2006
05/28/2006 - 06/04/2006
06/04/2006 - 06/11/2006
06/11/2006 - 06/18/2006
06/18/2006 - 06/25/2006
06/25/2006 - 07/02/2006
07/02/2006 - 07/09/2006
07/09/2006 - 07/16/2006
07/16/2006 - 07/23/2006
07/23/2006 - 07/30/2006
07/30/2006 - 08/06/2006
08/06/2006 - 08/13/2006
08/13/2006 - 08/20/2006
08/20/2006 - 08/27/2006
09/03/2006 - 09/10/2006
09/10/2006 - 09/17/2006
09/17/2006 - 09/24/2006
09/24/2006 - 10/01/2006
10/08/2006 - 10/15/2006
10/22/2006 - 10/29/2006
11/05/2006 - 11/12/2006
11/12/2006 - 11/19/2006
11/26/2006 - 12/03/2006
12/10/2006 - 12/17/2006
12/17/2006 - 12/24/2006
12/24/2006 - 12/31/2006
12/31/2006 - 01/07/2007
01/07/2007 - 01/14/2007
01/14/2007 - 01/21/2007
01/28/2007 - 02/04/2007
02/04/2007 - 02/11/2007
02/11/2007 - 02/18/2007
02/25/2007 - 03/04/2007
03/04/2007 - 03/11/2007
04/15/2007 - 04/22/2007
04/29/2007 - 05/06/2007
05/06/2007 - 05/13/2007
05/13/2007 - 05/20/2007
05/20/2007 - 05/27/2007
05/27/2007 - 06/03/2007
06/03/2007 - 06/10/2007
06/10/2007 - 06/17/2007
06/17/2007 - 06/24/2007
06/24/2007 - 07/01/2007
07/01/2007 - 07/08/2007
07/08/2007 - 07/15/2007
07/15/2007 - 07/22/2007
07/22/2007 - 07/29/2007
07/29/2007 - 08/05/2007
08/05/2007 - 08/12/2007
08/12/2007 - 08/19/2007
09/16/2007 - 09/23/2007
12/02/2007 - 12/09/2007
01/06/2008 - 01/13/2008
02/24/2008 - 03/02/2008
03/02/2008 - 03/09/2008
03/09/2008 - 03/16/2008
03/16/2008 - 03/23/2008
10/12/2008 - 10/19/2008
10/19/2008 - 10/26/2008
11/02/2008 - 11/09/2008

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SHE

Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness


MOOD of da DAY:





CARES.





HATES.





MOOD.
get from unkymoods

Okay...here goes...
Firstly, failed RFA.
Yeap..just got back this semester's results.
You know something.
Studying isn't daily business.
I'm really perplexed about my very own academic performance in NgeeAnn.
What a joke i may seem.
Self-righteous. Confident. Geek. Diligent. Disciplined.
I was made out of these qualities back then in sec sch.
A person who never fails her own expectations and desires.
Academic studies were my glories.
Now?
It's a laugh.
D-s. Not Distinctions.
But a mere pass or better.
Am i that lousy?
All my modules were either pathetic D-s,
or if heaven's kinder, i get consoling C-s.
Or maybe some sweet B-s, if THE ALPHA aka THE OMEGA wanna give me a treat.
Oh what the hell!!!
You know something?
You freaking know something?
ALL of my B grades come from the communication modules.
*Groanz...
Great! Just great!
*Shrieks....
Freaking B-E-A-U-tiful!!!
I just realised that I...none other than mySELF..enrolled the wrong course.
2 whole years...i'm such an idiot!
Mocking birds.

Dunno why.
I feel weird.
Sadness?
Grief?
Remorse?
I think it's disappointment.
Attitude.
*Lifts up my head...*stuck my nose in the air
So what if i failed 2 modules in all?
It doesn't mark the end of my life!
Gud 'damn i know i can't just flip tables and kiss goodbye to my studies.
I'm in for a real challenge.
Be it shit or just plain crap.
I don't care how many failures i've been hit.
I won't give up. Not on myself.
I may be dumb, stupid, lame, retard.
But i will not be defeated and loose myself.
If i've played darn too much, smoother down.
If i've been too easy on myself, buckle up.
For failure is the key to success.
Good. I'm so good at comforting myself.
Self-motivation.

Darling, i'm feeling blue.
Seeking refuge and emotional needs from you dear.
It's all over and it can't be undone.
I need a hyper mood injection!
Can't wait for next week.
I'm gonna to go wild and release maddness!
And of coz, watching over ya lazybones!
=hugs=
Know something?
I used to feel emptiness in your hugs,
But...i'm beginning to feel deeper and more.
Burning sensation. Warm and loving.
It's like a sea of passion.
And i'm sinking.
I love you so much!
All the best for ya GP paper honey!
Lotsa luck!
-muacks-

Lúthien Ancalime ;
6/06/2003 02:33:00 AM Comment

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