SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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Thursday, June 12, 2003
*sniff..sniff...
My rooms smells like cocoa powder!
*ahem...yea...that's for sneaking bowls of milo powder filled to the brim to my room.
Fwahaha...i'm so evil~...hehe..
That's what i do when the fridge runs out of chocolate!
I'm proud to be declared as a chocoholic!
Mum caught me red handed...telling that she thought that our maid has been gulpin down milo powder. What a joke =p
Mum threw her temper at me.
Again!
She screamed at me calling me a "rotten rice worm" or what ever blah blah blah....
Just 'cos the bag of rubbish in the bin wasn't cleared.
What the heck!
Why does she have to pin point at me?
My bro was the last to wash up his dishes, couldn't he just throw the thrash away after that?
Why does it have to be me whenever things go wrong?
It's so unfair.
It isn't the first time.
So freaking sick of it!
Speaking of being sexist and showing favourtisim.
She could just get so thick and start ranting at me about being a gal and not doing household chores!
That's so unreasonable!
What's with being a gal?
Gals aren't just about giving birth to babies and doing household chores!
Talking about women rights.
My mum......a woman herself.
She just so freaking suck so much when she starts throwing her weights around!
I would all so end up in tears each time we quarrel.
Can't she just get off my back?
Got so fed up with her continuous shoutings.
Called Win up and asked if i could stay over as soon as possible.
Got calmed down and we started talking about our life.
I'm loosing it.
I. ME. Myself.
I've never believe in anyone more than myself.
Trust no one but myself.
And i'm loosing it.
When i start to think about my life and i pray...
I feel so succumbed into breaking down into tears.
Win said that i'm gonna be a christian.
Is that it Ole Mighty One up there?
Is that it?
Till now i can recall like a year ago,
This old lady who sat beside me on the bus, she shoved a leaflet of proverbs and words of wisdom about Jesus.
She told me she had seen miracles and had experienced them.
Jesus loves you. She said.
Is that why i'm loosing it?
Is the Mighty One beckoning me?
Win says that i ought to go church with him.
I will. One day. I definitely will.
Lúthien Ancalime ;
6/12/2003 01:49:00 AM
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