SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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Sunday, March 13, 2005
:: Sunday, 13 March, 2005 ::
Tired..
I'm just so tired of everything.
I've to suck up to a long-hour-day job,
just 'cos i need the money for his birthday present.
21st birthday.
What the heck.
Yesh, i'm half way there to being jobless,
and almost there to getting a decent full-time job.
I just can't wait to get it done and over with.
Sent me home.
I had Linus to accompany me home on the first day.
Martin on the second. He was so sweet.
I can't imagine anyone who could do better brightening
up my end of day with such a surprise.
Treated me supper and walked me home.
Thank you for being here mate!
Third day.
I don't even wanna talk about it.
Was a torture.
As frustrating as it can get, my endurance's put to the test.
Fcuking jam in the morning.
Late for work. Got screwed.
Was then distracted the whole entire day.
A total blur-fag as i can be.
Mistakes, carelessness, stress.
What a fool, i made myself seem totally incapable of my duties.
What's worst, i've to stand-by waiting for her to finish
blabbering and taking her own sweet time slotting the papers.
And smell her smoke.
I had a hard time shrugging her off so that i can go home.
Going home was suppose to be rejoiceful.
He was to accompany me home.
Alas, peace and love.
And i should have known.
10pm, i'm let off work.
He had to tell me that he's got a midnight movie to catch.
How "perfect"!
And i think he's still pretty proud of his "well-planned" plans.
That is....
Get his best friend to drive me home at the same time
head straight to the movies.
What the hell man!
WHy did i ever bother to ask!?
I just wanna spend quality time alone with him
I don't wanna get rushed home like i'm some kinda chore to him.
Doesn't he ever understand?
Fuck man....this is all too much...
Too much man..
Lúthien Ancalime ;
3/13/2005 12:26:00 AM
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