SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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Monday, March 27, 2006
Sometimes i really do wonder....
Do i know what the hell i'm doing...?
Or...do i know what i want...?
I might just come up with 101 reasons..and still pondering...
That's how i am, that's how i end up.
Is this the kind of relationship i want?!
Everything felt so good at the start.
Life couldn't be better then.
He never stops calling, never stops caring, never stops loving.
Two months down the road, i've been woken from a dream.
Happiness seems to stop dead in its tracks.
Sorrows start to sip in, misery and heartaches creeping in.
Superficially, it all seems alright, settled and fine.
As time goes by, it doesn't feel the same anymore.
Stupidity sets in.
Confusion arises.
And, starts making wishful thoughts.
That's exactly how i am feeling right now.
It's such a great disappointment.
"BUSY" bullshits don't work on me no more!
"TIRED" craps don't either!
Maybe i'm wrong.
Sometimes you're just so tied up to even bother.
I feel like a "hand-me-down", and you'll never seem to look twice my way anymore.
Probably i'm not a smart learner.
I would probably die in the name of Love.
Long gone the times when you couldn't have enough of me.
Long gone the loving days when you couldn't bear to part with me.
Long gone the moments when you held long glances at me that makes my cheeks burn.
Perhaps, all these means nothing more than just a thrill to you.
I've been real silly.
Getting myself pretty well occupied with school nowadays.
Classmates have been great.
A bunch of joyous energetic people.
Have a whole load of studying to do, if only i'm able to put in as much effort in my studies as i am in a relationship.
In the case, i think i should do just that.
BLAH to B.G.R! I'm hopelessly done with it anyway.
Did my first ever coaching session with Junyuan Pri.
The beginning was disgustingly disorganised.
Hicups here and there.
It all ended just "OKAY"!
The teacher-in-charge had to hand me over a loudspeaker cos i was struggling to make the kids hear me.
Sigh. Right after, i got myself a whistle.
The next time i coach, i'm gonna plan...
Not gonna get it all screwed up like the first!
Upcoming week, lots of coaching sessions consecutively.
Good money, more spare time.
And of cos.....more experience gained.
Lúthien Ancalime ;
3/27/2006 12:54:00 AM
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