SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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Grabbed blindly for my handphone.
4 messages received.
A string of emotional confessions.
Then after, drifted back to sleep.
Wide awake at 10am.
I read 'em all over again. Just fearing that i might miss out something.
It's like an overhauled sense of exhaustion.
Couldn't seem to recall what happened exactly,
big thank you to my sleep.
Guess i know why some people just end up sleeping off on their problems.
Taking everything a step at a time 'cos just couldn't be bothered clamming my mind with all the paranoia and worries.
Never expected him to surprise me at my door.
Hearing the doorbell rang, my heart raced.
He took off for the afternoon from camp.
Armed with a mini cheesecake and a big smile.
My heart just melted. Anger ceased.
Ultimately, it just boils down to two things:
Love and Care.
It's undeniable that he was a jerk, he didn't seem to care.
And it hurts..like crazy...
Perhaps...there isn't enough love.
Probably...he doesn't love me that much to care.
Things like that just drives me up the wall.
Stupid things that i succumb to.
Silly things that i do.
I'm afraid.
As what it's been said, love them more..they'll slip away.
Love them lesser..they just keep coming back.
School starts officially tomorrow.
Boy..am i looking forward to it.
A new start in life.
A new beginning....
3/10/2006 12:49:00 AM
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