SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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LĂșthien Ancalime ;
Liquid Kitchen not counted.
(...though you paid quite abit!)
Today's the 6th day.
I feel like crying baby...
Spilling tears like a 3 year old.
Why wouldn't i be able to do that....
It's so painful inside, keeping everything to myself.
I can't keep going places can i?
How am i to swallow it all down.
I'm probably contradicting myself both ways.
Fighting it and succumbing to it.
Need you so badly.
Yearning to see you so badly.
But i can't....i can't...i'm so scared...
You used to say everything's okay,
telling me not to be scared and that i won't lose anything,
and that its not a dream.
I know, i've not been good either.
Throwing dramatic tantrums at you.
Storming off, jumping out of the car,
being too temperamental and impatient and implusive.
I've remembered you saying about trying to get used to my behaviour.
Was i so naughty? i realised you've never express your dislikes about me.
I know i'm no perfect angel.
I know sometimes you hate my guts when i ask stupid questions about us.
I know you just wanna be fair.
I know you wished you knew what to do.
I know you enjoy my company that's why you never stop seeing me.
And i know why you dropped me,
'cos you realised that you don't love me.
But, i know i love you this much.
If you were ever gone, you'll know i'm still here.
4/29/2006 12:08:00 PM
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