SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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Yesh..and i will survive my tests.
*squints*
Praying hard that i'll pass.(i know i screwed up the paper today.)
I freaking woke up at 6am today to study. How's that.
My body clock's been a hazard lately.
Sleeping as late as 5am.
Monday.
Jolting outta bed. I dreamt about my mum's weight scale!
OMG!
What the hell!
I called Ger up for it.
Ridiculous. Please don't remind me.
Met up with Xia.
Finally! She's done with her exams. Been waiting and waiting.
She spends like crazy. Snipping off tops from racks in seconds the moment she lay her eyes on something.
Glam, rock chick. (roll eyes!)
Like a personal stylist, she swirls in and outta shops, making me try all the tops.
Feeling all girly once again.
Next destiny, KBOX with the same gang.
Hitched a ride on Ric's bike.
"Can you please speed up! You're riding damn ah pek!"
"Don't you think it's rather romantic like that?"
Romantic my ass! I've always forbid my boyfriends to ride a bike.
And the rules still stay.
Apparently, i'm being chauffeured around on one often enough.
Just a personal preference. I prefer cars. And i'm setting my mind to get my licence by this year.
It's gonna be just us, ladies. We won't need the men anymore!
she's hot and she's mine! =p
Can't remember what happened on Tuesday though.
MUAhaha...bad memory. Too many stuff's on the mind.
Oh wait! I worked. Yes! I did!
Suntec. I foresee a higher payroll this month.
Coaching pay's taking forever.
Wednesday was packed.
And i mean, real packed.
For the entire night at least.
Joel's pre-birthday celebration.
Honestly, i don't really know what the hell's going on.
Nothing seems prim and proper.
I turned up anyway.
With much luck, managed to seek company from xia & her scgs classmates.
Drinking up at Acid Bar with the birthday boy and VJ.
I wish it had been much easier for Joel.
I'm horrid.
I don't want any confessions please. Save it. I'm just staying clear.
Birthday boy chooses to go zouk. So there we went.
Catching the sight of Win, we wrapped up in a warm hug.
He was never a good drinker.
It was a good a feeling though. We've been apart for too long.
Hugs are good. I love 'em. It's the best form of comfort and expression.
Memories were good. Miss them, but i don't need them.
'Cos you know it when it's over.
Still, the party went on. It would have been dreadful if VJ wasn't around.
Sigh. I'm sorry, i just can't. Yes, i'm mean.
Ultimately, i just ended up going home with Brian and pj people.
Don't ask me why. Probably he's the reason.
Slept at 5.30am.
Thursday. Woke up at 12.30am.
Tennis at 4pm.
Never felt so diligent in my life.
Ry came by and picked me up later in the night.
Couldn't settle on what to do. Drove circles round town.
We ended up packing snacks at Newton and went Sentosa.
Hear me right. SENTOSA. I've been longing to go.
Ain't so bad being there in the night with you.
Friday.
Tennis again.
Your presence still lingers.
Can't make out exactly how it feels.
I'm dumbfolded for the first time.
5 years back, you gave me a tiny balloon holder with hand written notes.
5 years later, you're back picking up the traces you've left behind.
5 years from now, will you be doing the same?
Was a total nutcase. Couldn't study. Just can't concentrate.
That is why, i screw up my paper today.
I wish i have amnesia
Reflecting what you and i have done.
Feels as though we've had tried enough.
I had been such a fool. Believing the impossibles.
And still speaking of you like it was.
No one could have believed. Not even myself.
Seeing dark shadows of you wherever i go.
The pain remains. But i'm stronger than before.
I know i still miss you.
Very much indeed.
5/13/2006 09:46:00 PM
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