SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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They are priceless.
But are they entirely powerless?
When i think about your goodness, i wish we could start all over again.
When the bad ones set in, i wish we had never start.
I studied today.
Everything's changed. No longer a nerd, i feel like a rebel kid.
Temptations. Distractions.
Took me doubly effort to stay focus revising for first paper this Saturday.
Win asked me to pray.
Dear God, please help me.
Take my pain, fears and hurt away.
Please help me calm down.
I know i'm going through a rough time.
Squeezing my eyes shut, i grasped my hands and prayed earnestly.
Hanging out, partying, drinking is only a temporary form of distraction.
When i sit alone, facing the walls, i realised the pain's still there.
Time will heal wounds won't it?
Apparently,only a month has passed.
Prehaps more time. Just .....more time....
Just let it go....let it go...i'll make it through...and i'll do well...
What did i do today?
Oh! Tennis with Win in the morning.
My strokes are improving.
Win accompanied me to office to collect my new pair of shoes.
That's good 'cos my current pair's still in the wash from all the mud on Sunday's Blacks Fun Touch carnival.
There's this particular guy from ITE looks pretty cute.
TOo bad, i was refereeing couldn't entertain when he tried to strike a conversation. I look too gullible, or so i've been told.
Sigh...*shrugs*
I'm getting alot of Sun these days.
Tanned and glowing. Not forgetting my signature tanlines, it's by gradient!
I've been coaxed to accompany my stupid gal friend to accompanying her in signing up for Newpaper Newface.
Oh brother! One full face. Once full length.
Thanks huh! Met the age limit. 23 years.
23 years old. What have i been doing for the past 23 years?
7 years to go till i see 30.
Oh goodness...i'm speechless.
Emery asked me out to IT Fair this Sunday and dinner.
Shall meet my old time friend then.
AND YOU!
Ingkiriwang!
What on earth should i actually say?
Left without a word.
Freaking hell! So freaking disappointed!
Have you any idea that i'm worried?
I thought i knew you. Not anymore.
Taking me for granted. It hurts just the same.
Am i a fool? Am i?
What the fark am i doing???!!!
5/31/2006 01:14:00 AM
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