SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
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Monday, July 24, 2006
........Con Te Partiro
I stared at the picture taken on a particular day.
That very day just ruined it all.
I'm not trying to get all emotional here, but seriously, it's like a slow painful death whenever i look at you NOW.
I've lost the free will to even drop a tear.
Overwhelmed by all, and thus my feelings are numbed.
Hatred is creeping its way up gradually.
Probably, i won't even forgive you.
".....Even if i want to break it with you, there's nothing to break up with..."
We were nothing in the first place.
Letting go is pretty easy, i realised.
Shrugged, repeated mistakes, lessons learnt.
But the memories stay.
In due time, this memories i once cherish would too fade into thin air.
Too many people farking with my life, and the farked up choices i make, i'm truly turning cold and unfeeling.
The other you....
Of all people, why in the world do i even feel indebt to you?!
'Cos of what had happened between you and xia...and me?
I know i'm more than farking stupid to even took the first step towards you.
How could i even had let you step into my life and walk out like that!
Totally lost it all, my cool and patience, cos i love my friend so much, that i didn't know what to do.
To run, hide or stay?
Why in the world, you had to post that photo which i personally took of you in Friendster.
Okay, FINE! It's probably non of my business, and i'm just being a bitch for kicking up such a fuss.
I hate seeing anything that reminds me of you you YOU!
I've even banned friends and family from bringing up your name.
Everything concerning about my personal life is a taboo topic.
As usual, i'll just sleep and wake up brand new.
Feeling more like a mechanisim more than anything else right now.
Lúthien Ancalime ;
7/24/2006 03:06:00 AM
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