Life of An Angel

Sunday, July 23, 2006

My week just flew past before my eyes.
It has been painful for the past few weeks, waking up to another day feeling forsaken and disrupted.
My "high" life. It's just so unpredictable and disturbing.
I can be feeling right on top of the mountain for a moment, and falling down into pits on the other.
My mum even suggested counseling for me to make me apprehend the entire situation of my life better.
Am i fucking crazy? Counseling? Secretly, i wish i've gone to one.
Maybe it'll help smoother out the depression in me, and perhaps i'll live better.
Dropped by Dre's house right next to my condo on Tuesday.
And Jon was there.
Went along for supper with some other people right after.
Jon's presence gives me this weird feeling.
Sometimes, you'll be seeing this same stranger through out your life, and WHAM! He just became a friend.
On a Wednesday, everyone started calling me for Zouk/Phuture.
Straight after lab class at kallang stadium, i got home in time to change and be ready to hop onto the cab shared by Jon and Su.
Jon needed so much coaxing to get him to go, which i feel rather honoured that partially it was because of me.
Right, big deal!
There was this someone who tried hitting on me, which i managed to escape.
And i tried Flaming for the first time!
Believe it or not! Could feel my throat getting burnt.
I started calling it "Flamingo", which became a joke.
A mispronounciation!!!!! DARN!
It was a crazy night. Couldn't believe my own guts.
Got home at 8am the following day, and totally collapsed in bed.
Training in the evening then. Tired, tired, tired.
Headed to Adam Food Centre for dinner.
Tao just couldn't stop eating.
It's kinda sad seeing a friend trying to eat her miseries out by pigging away. And so we ate and ate and ate.
Friday.
Coaching all by myself.
Turned out to be a better session than i expected.
Just can't be too nice and soft with the kids, cos they don't listen!
Dinner with Jeetha & Xia at Pepper Lunch.
I love girlie outings.

My dinner! Yummy!

Tons and tons of photo taking session most of the time.
Really happy!
Best part was when Xia and i decided to head to Zouk in the later night.
Been ages! I love partying with my best friend.
Too bad, she had to leave earlier, and so i was entrust to the custody of 3 guys and some guy's gal cousin.
I got rammed against a pillar by a fella who didn't even apologise.
Stupid shit! Thus, he received a hard shove back from one guy friend which he practically flew!
A tensed moment sparkled which seemed almost a fight, but that fella just backed away and left.
Xia was like gushing "Dance with him! You should! He helped you!"
I was of course oblivious to everything, facing the pillar squarely!
Neitherless, big thank you!
Seriously, there are some dudes who abuse the responsibility of having to "protect" a gal friend at a club, and their hands start roaming around you at the slightest excuse!
Thankfully, i really had great company from the gentlmen and the gal cousin.
And mister nice guy and my new found friend ( De Hua!), together we went for supper.
Hit the bed about 5.30am.
I woke up in time to go school for lecture after lunch.
I love my classmates. Really do. They are a wonderful bunch of people who makes school so enjoyable and fun.
Pre-60th birthday dinner for Dad.
I can't believe that i actually...finally....teared...right in front of my mum!
Releasing all the frustrations and pain.
I hate making my parents worry. I don't want them to.
I love my mum, love my dad, love my family.
I'll never never never wanna do anything that'll upset them.

Lúthien Ancalime ;
7/23/2006 12:18:00 AM Comment

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