SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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Making those who care and love me suffer twice the pain i'm having.
I've fallen ill again.
Throat inflammation. Again.
Nobody's to be blamed but myself, for being weak.
Blame myself for being so vunerable.
Blame myself for being stubborn.
Blame myself for wasting it all away.
Sammy took care of me when i was so wasted on Saturday.
How many times has he met with mishaps because of me.
And, i can't repay back enough for all the sacrifices he has done.
The warm blanket he covered me with,
the way he watches over me when i sleep,
those touches that lingers when his fingers brushes against my cheeks.
But all these just can't replace the one that lies deep down within my heart.
The one that i can't speak to...can't hold on to...and that i can only look from afar.
As the days pass by, he's beginning to slip away, bit by bit, i'm so afraid that one day, the memories we once shared starts fading away all together.
Clubbing kills doesn't it?
I'm entertaining myself with youtube while i wait for the clock ticking away, till it's time for training at 7pm.
And it's all that i have now....Rugby.
9/12/2006 04:33:00 PM
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