SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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Thursday, June 14, 2007
A gust of wind just blew.
I felt my heart wrenched.
I remembered the very moment when someone familiar brushed right pass in front of me.
Think my heart just skipped a beat.
I reached out, and grabbed his arm.
And he turned around bewildered.
Stunned, i dropped my grasp and stared with disbelief.
Those pair of eyes, unmistakenly his.
"Yes...Clayton..it's him." I heard a voice.
And he scattered away like a rat. Seriously.
Sigh. It's not easy getting over somebody isn't it?
I wouldn't dare say i had a bad night at Zouk,
but what happened surely had dampened the mood.
I feel apologetic towards Edric.
Could have turned out well and fun if that incident didn't happen.
Needed space and time alone off the dance floor,
but nobody would burge to let me pass.
They were afraid that i'll speed off chasing after him.
Maybe i could have done that at the spur of moment.
However, i was just so caught up with emotions, filling with angst,
that i really need to step out of the dance floor and seek refuge in a corner and cry my eyes out.
All i wanted to be, was to be left ALONE.
No one could understand what i needed.
I pushed and struggled as i felt pairs of hands grabbing me.
Realising that i wasn't gonna get anywhere, i grabbed my girlfriend and cried.
And i'm sorry, i knocked into Han's nose.
I'm sooooo sorry dude...so sorry. Sigh. My fault.
Everyone i bumped into were his friends, such luck i had.
Urgh!
Didn't help that JJ was upset.
Now it makes me wonder if i'm ever good enough for anyone and that i deserve anything better.
Constantly getting into trouble and silly accidents,
what a life.
Lúthien Ancalime ;
6/14/2007 06:26:00 PM
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