SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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That i realised.
Have no idea what's eating me inside out lately.
Things have changed.
And i feel troubled.
Maybe i do love myself more than anything else in the whole wide world.
Then again, maybe i've yet to learn to love myself enough.
Simply because i'm so vunerable, and dependent, needs a whole truck load of attention.
And stupid.
Best friend said i should be thankful that i'm occupied with school and work, if not my life would be chaotic and dead messy.
Best friend also said that i'm used to my single life that i'm not interested in a proper relationship anymore.
Thus explains the stupid dramatic times which JJ and i had to suffer.
So now what.
Think i can't change for the better?
I can. Definitely.
Cos i have come to a point in life when i've summoned enough courage to face the crimes i've commited.
These days, i wished to be alone. Not to be bothered.
Just minding my own business.
Away from the clubbing scenes. Far away.
I know why i've changed, i know what made it.
Nobody can fully understand but me, myself.
So, thank you best friend for making me realise the rubbish i've created.
I love my best girlfriend.
At times like these, it feels rather lonely and listless.
Probably get down to the bookshop and grab a book to read.
Tomorrow, i shall accomplish something useful.
sigh, why wouldn't you come around and look at me.
i've missed you, but you've turned so cold.
How much time do you need?
6/30/2007 01:41:00 AM
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