SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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Silly me.
Thought it could be better if i tried deleting your recent smses from my mobile.
Well, i was succesful the first time round.
Apparently, miracles happened.
For the second time, i don't know if it'll work.
But either way, i'll just have to learn to part with those memories filled with you.
Have no idea how long am i gonna live like this.
Feels simply forsaken and forgotten.
The last time i think i caught you by your window.
I was gazing up from the gym, and my heart just leaped.
For a second i froze, thinking if that could be you.
I know it has to be, for i know your habits like the back of my hands.
I sneaked another peep, that someone was leaning by the window..watching.
Things like this still makes my heart flutter.
I must be mad. It's driving me crazy.
What the fark am i doing?
Am i gonna carry on living like this, all this shit that i don't deserve!
Last paper tomorrow.
Might as well get it done and over with, i'm sick of studying.
This whole entire week has been grilling me down to my last bits.
I wish i can believe that you've really loved me.
Cos i don't think i'm foolish enough to believe that you lied.
Then again, it's all over isn't it?
Then why am i farking sulking in my own damn misery?!
6/01/2007 11:06:00 PM
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