SHE
Aries. 22yrs. NP grad. Rugby,
Tennis, Running, (Sports).
Tempermental. Silly. Sensitive.
Loves Chocolate. My Friends.
Music. Hates Liars & Laziness
MOOD of da DAY:
CARES.
HATES.
MOOD.
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Gastric.
Urgh. Suffering.
Feeling light headed.
Gone to the toilet like 4 - 5 times today.
Sigh. Sick.
I couldn't avoid spilling buckets of tears once i got home last night.
Spending the whole day walking in your shadows, sneaking glances at you.
There's nothing i could do to help salvage the awkward situation but to behave oblivious and ignorant.
Perhaps the acting was alittle forceful, but at least i didn't reck up another episode of drama.
Proud of myself. At least i'm using more brains than impulse this time.
I held my tears till i got home.
I miss being in your embrace where i know i'll be shield, safe and away from all the evil out there.
Well, perhaps, the good never out lives the bad.
So sad.
Just when i wanna be good, all the obstacles are in the way.
Seeking refuge at home these days.
I smoked. I drank. Heh.
Today, i pledge a new resolution with a new lifestyle.
Successfully stopped clubbing for a week.
Don't need it.
Plate's full, mind's filled, too occupied.
Battling odds with a sober mind.
Made up my mind, will defer my sch term for this sem to another.
Cos i ain't got enough money to do my overseas attachment.
Sigh. Money of all things, do you good and bad.
Saw him again last night.
Make a good guess where.
Home, where else man. Ha!
What can i say, never date a neighbour?
Hahaa...so full of crap.
Like 4am in the morning, while JJ and I were right outside my place.
He was holding a girl who was swaggering into our block.
He looked up. I wasn't sure cos the alcohol and tears were really affecting my vision.
All blurry. But i confirmed it was him when i see him turning back to stare till we were out of his sight as he turned into his own lift lobby.
I'm glad it doesn't bother me
Cos i know he don't matter to me anymore.
JJ nodded his head with approval.
Then again, we'll meet soon.
Getting 3 bottles of rivache facial cleanser from him.
What a world.
Having to said these much, i'm hoping.
I promised you time, so i doubt we'll meet anytime soon.
Till the day comes.
7/01/2007 09:46:00 PM
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